jujur

aku tak pernah tipu walaupun sekali bahawa aku cintakan kau

iskandar dzulkarnaen mohd hashim

afraid

im afraid to lose u b... 

;(

take care

lots of love zulaikha

hey new world!

syg, lets start a new life syg..

i will stay the same like before

nothing is change

my heart is still the same

my love is more deepen

i never found anyone else

except you in my heart

from deep inside my heart

i love u so much b..

lets start a new life

i love u

i love u more than everything

lets bring back the smile in our face

lets color our life back as before

lets full our story with laughter

let start a new life syg

forget all the bad side

forget all the negative thinking

believe in me

believe in yourself

believe in our love

i love u iskandar dzulkarnaen mohd hashim

i love u so damn much

im begging you

lets start a new life.

is the love is still there?

what to do?

i miss u b

;(

ku pinjam kan satu bintang

Ku rindukan dia
Ku mahu belaian manja
Ku ingin selalu di sisinya

Ku tak ingin lagi berjauhan
Usah kau hampiri perpisahan
Seharusnya kau mengerti kasih
Hanya engkau di hatiku

Andai mampuku menyentuh awan
Akan ku pinjamkan satu bintang
Dan ku pancar seri yang gemilang itu
Kasih ke wajahmu

Ku berjanji sayang
Ku menunggu dikau pulang
Membawa cintamu yang terindah
Dengarlah kata hati

tears.

move on..

bye.

hmm.. hari ni aku rasa mcm sunyi sgt.. tak tahu lah npe... hmm... pagi g kelas.. mmg superb lambat.. masuk2 lecturer dah masuk..haaa... mmg buat muka tak taw je la kan aku.. naseb baik lah en.iskandar trsyg coll..mule2 igt dia main2 kan.. rupa2nya betol.. kalo tak mmg tak present la aku hari ni kan... pastu balik kelas g makan.. mule2 mcm puasa sebab duit sudah tak de.. tinggal sepuluh rinngit sahaja dan nak tahan sampai haru jumaat.. perrghh.. mmg aku tak makan lah kan.. sedih kan hidup susah.. ;( 

pastu balik dari makan terus balik bilik.. kemas2.. basuh kain.. dan sekarang ni kepala tersangat lah sakit... sakit yang mcm nak hantuk kat dinding.. sakit yang tahap nak keluarkan air mata.. entah nape lah sakit ni... selalu sgt pulak lah nak kena... nak mengadu dekat iskandar.. tak de credit... tunggu dia coll.. dia tak coll2 pun... sorang2 je lah ni.. sebok kan diri sendiri dengan buat kerja.. ptg study... dah penat tak tahan sakit kepala... tgklah cerita korea... nak tido tak boleh sebab sakit kepala.. entah la.. sakit lah kepala... tunggu je iskandar coll.. tapi dia mcm tak coll... 

hmmm.... bosan... test pagi rabu.. tak study ape2 lagi pasal marketing ni.. mmg lah kan aku ni.. ske sgt study last2 minit.. haiyo... tak pe lah.... mlm ni kan ada.. minggu ni balik seremban.. tapi iskandar tak balik... tak dapat la lagi jumpa... bila dapat jumpa pun tak tahu lah... hmmm tu lah je la hidup aku hari ni.. bosan. sedih. sakit.

alone

kdg2 kita rasa diri kita dikelilingi oleh ramai orang..kita rasa kita ada segalanya disekeliling kita.. kita rasa kita dilengkapi oleh benda yang ingin melengkapi diri kita... we think that we have everything.. everything that complete our life.. we think that we have a very complete life.. but unfortunately... we actually alone.. none is by our side.. none.

alone...

how sad it is to be alone.. can u imagine it? u were alone in this world.. with no one to share your tears.. no one to share your stories.. no one to share your jokes.. no one to share your laugh.. there is no one.. can u imagine how the person live? must be his/her life full of sadness.. because no one is by his/her side during good times and bad..

have you experience in waiting? waiting all day long.. waiting and giving hope.. hoping if your waiting is worth it.. but unfortunately your hope is disappear like bubbles... you wait with full of your heart.. hoping that he will treat u the best that he can... hoping that he will cherish u back.. hoping that he will give a big smile on your face... hoping that u and him will have a really good time together.. hoping that u can finally share all tears, laugh with him.. hoping that he can consult u... hoping that him will spent more time with u... hoping that he will kindly  listen to any story of your's..but unfortunately.. after all the time u have been waiting... there is nothing change.. nothing... how u will respond to it? will u cry? will u mad? wht u will do?

it is sad u don't have some one to share.. it is sad.. but u can't change anything.. the person itself must take an action.. that is life.. that is life.. after all.. there only hope is left.. i really don't like to hope.. but sometimes we need to hope for something.. to heal the pain.. hope for something that we don't know might happen for real or not.. to make us calm.. to make us think everything will gonna be alright.. but the real is, nothing is alright..

that is life. 

dirimu satu sayang

I will always love you kekasihku

Dalam hidupku hanya dirimu satu

I will always need you cintaku

Selamanya takkan pernah terganti

Ku mau menjadi yang terakhir untukmu

Ku mau menjadi mimpi indahmu

Cintai aku dengan hatimu

Seperti aku mencintaimu

Sayangi aku dengan kasihmu

Seperti aku menyayangimu

I will be the last for you

And you will be the last for me

I will always love you kekasihku

Dalam hidupku hanya dirimu satu

Ku mau menjadi yang terakhir untukmu

Ku mau menjadi mimpi indahmu

Cintai aku dengan hatimu

Seperti aku mencintaimu

Sayangi aku dengan kasihmu

Seperti aku menyayangimu

I will be the last for you

And you will be the last for me

And i will be the last for you

And you will be the last for me

i'm not expert in expressing what i feel by using my words.. even this lyrics or this word is not written by myself it is express what i feel actually...

i just love u b..

love u so much..

and i miss u.

iskandar dzulkarnaen
<3

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wahai encik iskandar dzulkarnaen saya teringin sangat2 nak minum coolblog...

;(

tapi awk da blik ipoh..

;(

sy tunggu awk balik seremban eyh awk belanja saya

saya rindu awk sgt2..

jaga diri baik2...

i love u so much....