kau tidak mengerti

kau tidak mengerti.. tu la tajuk aku hari ni.. eh bkn hari ni.. mlm ini.. hahaha.. mata pun dah ngantuk sebenarnya.. hati sedih.. air mata hanya tinggal jatuh berduraian.. 

kau tidak mengerti.. tak silap aku ada tajuk buku novel kot.. hahaha.. sedih pun aku nak gelak.. benda yang tak kelakar pulak tu nak gelak.. tak pe lah.. biarlah aku gelak.. tak da sapa pun yang buat aku gelak.. aku gelak la buat lawak sendiri.. 

hmm.. kadang2 aku terpikir mmg dalam dunia ni orang mmg suka slh tafsir maksud yang org lain cuba sampaikan ke?sebabnyaaku pun mngalami benda yang sama.. mcm mana eyh aku nak explain... aku pun tak tahu lah.. kadang aku rasa mcm dunia ni tiak adil.. actually i listen to this song when i writing this.. and when i heard this song.. it's make me cry.. the lyrics is very meaningful.. 

mad for nothing.. this is actually most of the people do mad for nothing.. we keep arguing for nothing.. it just being an ego.. each everyone want to tell something to back up themselves.. but they do not realize they mad for nothing.. bila aku dengar lagu ni.. adakah aku mcm ni? aku ingin cakap apa yang aku rasa.. dia pun ingin cakap apa yang dia rasa.. tapi masing2 tak faham.. and it end with fighting for nothing.. yelling for nothing.. and at then end is one of the person will die.. if i end up like this what will happen in the future? is him finally understand what i'm trying to tell him all this while? but if he understand also, i think it's too late.. cz the person you loved the most is dead.. DEAD.. what do u expect u will get if you finally manage to understand it but your love is already dead? u will get nothing, except the love that is left behind by him/her.. love is last forever.. love is last forever.. that is what i think.. if you be honest with your love, i believe it last till end.. but somehow we cannot predict what will happen to the relationship in the future..

so do i.. i was so sure that there will be no problems in my relationship.. but it end up with thing that i do not expect at all.. see? we cannot predict what will happen.. but if something coming up.. my advise... please think rationally.. seriously rationally.. trust me.. don't ever said bad things about your partner.. seriously don't.. it will really hurt your partner... seriously and things will get worst.. i have experience this kind of situation.. it is sad.. sad.. bila orang kata benda yang salah pasal diri kita.. benda yang bukan diri kita... rasa nak nanges kan? i cried.. i cried.. cz i do not like if someone talk about the wrong side of me.. mcm ni lah.. klau kita susah nak faham apa orang lain rasa... why don't you, yourself try to put yourself in that situation.. do u like if someone talk bad tings about you? about things that do not describe yourself.. do you feel sad?ask yourself, then you know the answer..

korang pernah rasa tak, mcm korang je kena faham orang.. tapi orang tu tak boleh nak faham korang.. bukan tak boleh nak faham semua la tentang diri kau.. ada certain things yang diorang tak faham.. ada juagk yang diorang faham.. pernah tak? aku pernah taw.. apa yang aku rasa mcm ni.. tapi aku tak tahu ape orang lain rasa... aku rasa mcm bila dia marah, aku dengar... bila dia moody aku tanya kenapa, aku dengar... aku tak malu msj bnyak2 kali tanya kenapa.. aku tahan bila kena marah bila dia tak ada mood.. aku tahan dengar dia marah2.. tapi kalau aku yang marah? kenapa dia marah balik? kalau aku ckp aku tak ada mood kenapa dia ckp jgn pikir mood aku sorang je? kenapa bila aku ckp aku sedih, kenapa dia tak berusaha pujuk? aku tak layak ke untuk merasa benda ni semua? kadang2 aku terpikir.. tak boleh ke dia mcm rasa? atleast for once bila aku marah dia dengar.. kenapa dia mcm cepat fed up? dia mcm cepat marah balik.. aku tahu dia mencuba untuk berbaik.. memujuk.. tapi kenapa bila sekejap apa yang dia usaha tak jalan.. kenapa dia mcm cepat marah? tak boleh ke dia bersabar sekejap mcm mana aku dengar bila dia marah2 aku? entah la.. ke aku yang sememangnya salah? ke aku yang sememang nya suka terasa hati? entah la.. air mata ni mcm senang je.. senang je nak keluar... 

sedih sebenarnya bila something yang kita tak nak jadi dekat hubungan kita jadi.. sedih... sedih sangat... memerlukan banyak kesabaran.. banyak kekuatan.. semua ujian.. tapi kadang2 orang tak tahan... for me, as long as the love is still there, i will trying the best to make the relationship more stronger.. sedih kalau berpisah sebab bergaduh benda yang tak penting.. mcm yang awal tadi aku cakap lah.. mad for nothing... conclusion is.. anything happen in future or now, everyone must think rationally.. not with anger or anything.. this remind is for me also.. all people make fault... it just perbaiki kesalahan tu... akhirnya hubungan ni sangat memerlukan komunikasi dua hala.. communication is the most important thing.. when your partner tell something, hear carefully, focus on what he/she is talking.. try to understand.. and when he/she finish talking then you comment about that and give your opinion.. 

love is just about everything... and understanding is the most important.. jangan pernah cuba untuk buat pasangan anda rasa kecewa... don't ever.. jangan buat dia rasa diri dia tidak dihargai.. jangan cakap benda yang dia tidak buat.. jangan hampa kan dia dengan layanan anda.. cz you might lose your love ones if you still do not know how to treat them in a good way.. believe me.. listen, communicate.. that is the key... love them as the way they are.. know them well... let they feel that you are the only one that they really want.. that is love.. it share everything.. just everything... there's a one quote that i read said this,

you will never know true happiness, 

until you have truly loved,

and you will never understand, 

what pain really is,

until you had lost it... 

just read that and understand...